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In Curanderismo, the Mexican
Traditional healing practice, we are told of a peculiar illness
that disrupts our emotional and mental well-being. It is called
"Susto". Susto is characterized by intense, prolonged, and highly
uncontrollable bursts of fear, anger and anxiety. Susto also
drains the psychic energy and dilutes the sense of life's meaning.
Curanderos sustain that even the composition of our body changes,
a fact that is now being demonstrated by experimental science.
Modern scientific researchers found that Veterans who suffered
from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, after they had viewed a
war movie, showed a pain sensitivity reduction as much as if
they had received an injection of eight milligrams of morphine.
Individuals suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder pour
a high number of natural pain-killers into their system at so
little provocation that eventually they become addicted to their
own internal narcotics. We can say with Curanderos that they
are trapped in a circle of "poisoning themselves." In this case,
the healing can only take place if there is a breaking of the
poisoning circle. We have to keep in mind that the person afflicted
by Susto is not living in the ordinary world. They are in the
abyss, in a place of hopelessness. Dante in his book "The Divine
Comedy" has a sign at the entrance of hell that read "Abandon
hope all of those who enter here." And hope is what those who
suffer from Susto leave behind. Hell is also characterized by
absolute loneliness, a process by which one feels alienated
from the world. That is why the circle of poison can begin to
crack when another person enters it. The Curandero. This is
someone willing to go to hell in order to reach another human
being. The Curandero is willing to loan his center of direction
and well-being to the other individual who has lost his center,
and who is afflicted with ill-being. At times, the Curandero
himself also sees the world that the other person is contemplating.
And while this vision may be stressful and turbulent, the experience
of having another person there with him, in that horrible place,
has a healing effect in the person affected by Susto. Hell is
for one person. With two, hell begins to give way. Just by entering
hell the Curandero begins to change it. Susto can also consist
of one's inability to process a particular experience. One that
is unbearable. Curanderos say that the head cracks in order
to protect the heart from breaking. And yet, the heart is the
only place where the suffering can exit the person. In this
case the Curandero assist the other person in seeing the truth,
in facing the unbearable. It is in this stage that the pain
descends from the head to the heart; the head comes together,
the heart breaks. The Curandero knows that pain with no outlet
causes ongoing suffering, the predicament of Susto. He also
knows that healing begins by finding an outlet for pain. The
Curandero knows this because his heart is also broken. He is
a wounded healer. He also knows that the heart can come together.
It comes together as we discover other human beings, as we build
a community caring for one and other. "Corazon cura corazon"
(heart heals heart) is a saying among curanderos, and they should
know for they do not hesitate to help others find their heart
and process the experiences that life has set before them. Curanderos
have a deeper message for all of us. They say, "A broken heart
has more room for love."

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