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This moment,
final moment.
Such is
one of the sayings of the Yaqui Indians.
When we
realize we are living our final moment, we gain a new perspective
on life. Our perception is enhanced. We look around for what
really matters, and we overlook that which is irrelevant.
We may feel
compelled to call someone and tell them we loved them. We may
just want to hold a beloved one in our arms.
The final
moment puts us in touch with the world of what is relevant.
Unfortunately,
we tend to exist in the world of the irrelevant. We act according
to the belief that we have all the time in the world.
In order
for us to awaken into life, we have to become aware of our own
mortality. This lesson takes place in Mexico, during the "Day
of the Dead."
During this
time, all members of the community go to cemeteries to have
an encounter with the dead.
For two
long days, there is nothing but reminders of death around us.
And the message eventually sinks: we are not immortal. There
we find buried loved ones, relatives, friends. Even living friends
and relatives offer us some rhymes commemorating our final day.
We call them skulls, "calaveras". Here they tell us what they
were to remember if we were to depart from this world in this
particular day. It is all done in good faith, and yet, the awareness
that comes when we look at the sunrise as our last one, this
breath as our last breath, brings us to our fullest life.
As we look
around us, we are going to find many things that have been here
before us, and are going to be here once we are gone. We have
the Earth and the stars. We have the mountains, and the rivers.
All of them our constant companions.
As we look
closer we find that they are not only out there. They are in
us. The fluid of our body a few months ago was at the top of
the mountains in form of snow. The air that we breath just yesterday
was the water of a river. The minerals that sustain us come
from the rocks of the earth. We are made of the dust of the
stars. The universe is alive at this moment, in us.
The awareness
of this experience has been described in songs, poems, words,
since immemorial time. The cosmic life, one that unfolds when
we are aware of our oneness with the Universe. This experience
is so vast that with it we become aware of life and death at
the same time. It is just like our breathing. Life, inspiration,
and death, exhalation. Both of them, there. With one life comes
to us, with the other one, death departs from us. The cosmic
life encompasses both and transcends them.
During "the
day of the Death" we bring death out of its shadows, and into
the light of the community. We deal with death in the open.
Like with every other thing that is brought from the unconscious
to the realm of consciousness, death then looses much of its
negative or frightful connotations. It becomes part of life.
Not an end to life, but the beginning of a new journey. The
wall becomes a door. We realize that all other living beings
before us have gone through it. And that we will go through
it too when our day comes.
A path with
a heart does not deviate with death.
You know
how you can tell if you are following a path with a heart? If
with notice of your imminent death you change the course of
your life, then you were not following a path with a heart to
begin with. But if you know that your death is coming, and you
maintain the course to your last moment, then you have been
following a path with a heart all along.
May your
path be one of completeness, of unity, of love.

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